Tragic Endings

I'm stumbling, I can’t see straight
我步履蹒跚 视线涣散
And it's my fault I got this way
这是我该背负的罪孽
I got my hands on something great
我本应拥有美好的生活
And found a way to mess it all up
我却让这一切付之东流
I did my best, I tried to change
我尽力了 我试过去改变
But it's just in my DNA
可我生来注定是场悲剧
I got my hands on something great
美好的未来触手可及
And found a way to fuck it up again
我却将它一再地摧毁
Now I’m the one thing you couldn't hate more
现在你对我厌恶至极
But you're the one thing that I would die for
我却愿为你肝脑涂地
[Verse 1: Eminem]
All my life, I was told, I was never nothing special
我一生都被灌输着“我没什么特别”的观念
I don't need to be reminded of it every other second
我并不需要你来不停地提醒我这一点
'Specially when all my self-esteem's already shot the hell up
尤其是当我的自尊已被全盘摧毁
Falling helplessly, I'm embarrased, I don't want no one else to see
不想被其他人看到我彻底沦陷时的窘迫
’Cause I feel like I’m a piece of shit, every time she yells at me
因为每当她冲我吼叫时 我都觉得自己是个废物
Selfishly indeed, but definitely doesn't help that she
她的所作所为固然自私 但显然更是白费力气
Makes me feel like I’ve died and gone to heaven, but makes life a living hell for me
她让我觉得自己明明已经死了并已安息 却又转眼把我的生活变成人间炼狱
She does that thing with her lip, now she's melting me
一切系于她薄情的双唇 而现在她又来将我融化
I'm putty in her palms, I'm wrapped around her finger
她将我玩弄于鼓掌 我被她攥紧在手心
A yo-yo on a string, she lets me sit there and just dangle
我就像寄身于绳线的悠悠球 她让我乖乖听话任她操控
Until something better comes along, and she’ll just drop me like a hot potato
直到出现更好的猎物 我就像烫手山芋那样被她丢开
I look like I'm in pain, but I'm okay, though
我看起来痛苦万分 但我其实还好 没错
'Cause I know she loves me, my friends, what do they know?
因为我知道她爱的人是我 我的朋友他们又懂什么？
[Chorus: Skylar Grey]
It's like I'm drowning at sea
就像是我快要溺毙于汪洋
Hoping that you reach for me
盼望着你能向我伸出援手
I know you're there but I can't see
我知道你就在那里但我却看不见你
'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic endings
因为悲惨的结局总能让我如痴如醉
I'm dying to breathe
我渴望着呼吸空气
And all you do is strangle me
而你却紧紧扼住我喉口
Such a beautiful relief
那也不失为一种优美的解脱
'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic endings
因为悲剧总能让我如痴如醉
Drunk off tragic endings
沉醉在这悲剧之中
[Verse 2: Eminem]
In my moments of weakness, I openly admit this shit, I wouldn't normally
当我软弱无能的时刻 我勇于承认我的稀烂 因为这不会是我的常态
I'm extremely self-conscious and enormously insecure
我极度敏感又特别缺乏安全感
And she uses it to torture when she torments me
她将此作为痛脚来加倍折磨我
It only turns to ammunition for her in this war when she gets going,
当她对我开战 这自然就沦为她手中的利器
she don't stop, when I'm up, she's like a downer
她不会停火 而当我兴奋时 她又像一针镇定剂
When I found her it was love at first encounter
当我遇上她时 便也初次邂逅了爱情
Plus, somehow, she must've took the carton of eggs off the counter
另外 不知为何 我想她应该是大费了一番周章
Cracked them and placed all the shells on the ground for me to walk on when I'm around her
布下重重陷阱等我靠近 冷眼旁观我为了维护这段感情而如履薄冰
But there's just something 'bout her
可正是她这样的恶劣行径
That makes me not able to function without her
才正中我的命脉
How can I get out of it when I don't know how to?
我根本离不开她 又何谈摆脱呢
I'm a doubter, I'm a pessimist
我是个质疑者 我是悲观主义者
Make a believer out of me
将我普渡为你的信徒
And show me the way now
现在就为我指出明路
Or stay the fuck out of my cloud of rain
要么就别管我攒聚的阴郁
'Cause I'm going straight down the drain
因为我宁可破罐破摔到底
I'm drowning
我就要被淹没了
[Chorus: Skylar Grey]
It's like I'm drowning at sea
就像是我快要溺毙于汪洋
Hoping that you reach for me
盼望着你能向我伸出援手
I know you're there but I can't see
我知道你就在那里但我却看不见你
'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic endings
因为悲惨的结局总能让我如痴如醉
I'm dying to breathe
我渴望着呼吸空气
And all you do is strangle me
而你却紧紧扼住我喉口
Such a beautiful relief
那也不失为一种优美的解脱
'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic endings
因为悲剧总能让我如痴如醉
Drunk off tragic endings
沉醉在这悲剧之中
[Bridge: Skylar Grey]
Now I’m the one thing you couldn't hate more
现在你对我厌恶至极
But you're the one thing that I would die for
我却愿为你肝脑涂地
[Verse 3: Eminem]
It took a while for me to get it, but I think I've figured it out
这样畸形的关系起初让我不太适应 但我想我已经摸透她的心思
She don't want me, she just don't wanna see me with someone else
她不想要我做她的男人 她只是不愿我和别的女人在一起
The idea of seeing me happy destroys her in itself
她见不得我好过 光是这么想想就会让她噬骨蚀心
To see me falling to pieces brings her joy, brings her hell
而我要是心碎断肠才会叫她满意 令她欣喜若狂
But it annoys her to see me get this straight, then say "screw her"
若我看透她的把戏还对她说“得了吧你” 这就会激怒她
I threw up on myself, I'm dumb sick, I'm addicted to her
我醉得不省人事 说不出话来 我是如此地沉迷于她
She's tryna block the door, so here's how I do her
她试图挡住所有出路 于是我就以牙还牙
Since I'm manure, she's a sewer
我与她同流合污 臭味相投
This time, this piece of shit's running through her
这回 也该让她知道招惹我的滋味了
I can see that right now, I'm running to it
我很清楚自己在干什么
What the fuck? Shoulda knew it
怎么会这样 我早该料到的
Who would think she'd actually have the balls to do it?
谁曾想她真的有胆量那么做？
As soon as I hopped in it, she gassed the car with lighter fluid
一旦我上了她的贼车 她就把机油灌满车身
She's standing there with a rag, 'bout to put the lighter to it
她就站在那里露出恶意的笑来 欲将打火机扔上车
Lit the fucking thing on fire, then she threw it
她就这样下了毒手 将她憎恶的东西付之一炬
[Chorus: Skylar Grey]
It's like I'm drowning at sea
就像是我快要溺毙于汪洋
Hoping that you reach for me
盼望着你能向我伸出援手
I know you're there but I can't see
我知道你就在那里但我却看不见你
'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic endings
因为悲惨的结局总能让我如痴如醉
I'm dying to breathe
我渴望着呼吸空气
And all you do is strangle me
而你却紧紧扼住我喉口
Such a beautiful relief
那也不失为一种理想的死法
'Cause I'm so drunk off tragic endings
因为悲剧总能让我情乱意迷
Drunk off tragic endings
我沉醉在这出悲剧无法自拔