Dear God

Dear God I'm trying hard to reach you
亲爱的上帝我正在努力的吸引你的注意

我看见了你正在面对我做的一切
Dear God I see you're face in all I do
有些时候真的很难去相信

我想我们该谈谈了
Sometimes it's so hard to believe in
这些孤独的夜晚让我心烦意乱

我不断地思考我所过的生活
Dear God I think it's time we had a conversation
我面对的这么多该死的烦心事

我心中的秘密比共济会的还要多
These lonely nights is getting to me so my mind is racing
我有时会感到孤独再写下这些诗
I think about this life I live
我只是个普通人我想在酒吧迷醉
And all the **** I'm facing
还有那无关紧要的一角钱
More secrets in my mind than a freemason
但我知道那样做不能找到我问题的答案
I get lonely at times and then I write these rhymes
主啊求你帮助我解救他们解救他们
I'm only human I want to hit the club
和不同的女孩躺在床上并且永远不会是最后一个
And **** a dime
当我想起我的碧池前女友的时候
But I know that's not the answer to my problems
我错了吗
Lord help me solve them disintegrate and dissolve them
亲爱的上帝我错了吗
Laying in bed with a girl I'm pretty sure is my next
快告诉我我到底错了吗
Contemplating the *** while I think about my ex
为了过着一个国王被忠诚的士兵包围的生活
Am I wrong yeah
粉丝们说我是最棒的但我从来没真正听过他们说
Dear God am I wrong uh
因为我没有达到顶峰是的我仍然坚持

恶魔在我耳边低语但不我从不害怕他们
Dear God tell me am I wrong
人们认为和他一样甚至都离他不近但是他们都不在他身边
For living the life of a king surrounded by these pawns
我只想传播积极的一面
Fans telling me I'm the greatest but I never hear them
通过诗人一般的抒情能力
'Cause I ain't hit the pinnacle yeah I'm still persevering
他们称之为销售但我称之为多才多艺
Demons whispering in my ear but no I never fear them
这就是我的生活啊
People thinking they on his level they ain't even near him
我的对与错
I just want to spread positivity
我的各种人生抉择以及我人生的歌曲
Through lyrical ability
现在所有人都想过来
They call it selling out but I just call it versatility
那么告诉我去年当一个兄弟被杀的时候你又在哪
Yeah it's my life
你们这些混蛋一个都不相信这个烙印
My wrongs and my rights
伸出一只手
My battle my songs and my fights
现在你想成为我的人
Now everybody want to come around
我认为不行
Tell me where was you last year when a brother was down
你很快就会变的像墨水渍
Not a single one of you motherf*ckers believed in the brand
真正的迪利亚我们丢了经典也没有装配工
Extended a hand
那我九岁的时候呢
And now you want to be my man
我亲爱的妈妈差点杀了我
I think not
别以为我忘了那个恶魔它到现在还压迫着我
You quick to shape shift like ink blots
她的双手像钳子紧紧地捏住我的喉咙
The real dilla we cut classic no fitters
我尖叫着我不能呼吸妈妈
What about the time I was nine
你不想要我吗妈妈你难道不爱我吗
And my mama almost murdered me
妈妈这他妈的到底怎么回事
Don't think I forgot that **** it still burdens me
现在告诉我上帝你当时在哪

兄弟告诉我该怎么保持清醒才不会死去
Her bare hands tight around my throat
为什么让我活着却让另一个死
I can't breathe I screamed I can't breathe mama
为什么擦干我的眼泪却让另一个人哭泣
Don't you want me mama don't you love me
一定要知道
Mama what the ****
我要将它引爆
Where was you then God tell me now
就是为那个该死的表演
How's a brother supposed to stay sane tell me how
我曾经很想知道为什么
Why you let me live but let another die
你让我经受各种苦难
Why you dry my tears but let another cry
但现在我终于明白这些所谓的苦难让我更坚强了
Gotta' know
在我即将淹死的时候我重新站了起来

当我变的粗暴的时候
Set to detonate I gotta blow
当我被打倒在地的时候
That **** for show
我站起来了
I used to wonder why in the hell
是的我站起来
You would make me suffer
当我快死的时候我又站起来了
But now in the end I understand that it made me tougher
当我变的粗暴的时候
Get up when I'm down had enough almost drowned
当我被打倒在地的时候
When **** rough I get tough and
我站起来了哈哈
When I'm beaten to the ground
老子又站起来了
I get up yeah
终于站起来了
I get up yeah yeah
I get up when I'm down had enough almost drowned
When **** rough I get tough
And when I'm beaten to the ground
I get up yeah

I get up I get up
Get up