Dream Factory (feat. Loyle Carner)

I don't know why
I can see things but I can't show why
I don't wanna do it when it comes to show time
Said I would stop I can't I'm so high
I do the things I want to do
It could've been you
It could've been you
It could've been you
Know the reason
I can over deep it not supposed to be this
Wrote my feelings and show my secrets
I got things in my head but I don't know the feeling
Hold my thoughts
I know I'm breathing less
Everything I've seen so far has been a test
I won't look back so I still can't regret
Jay Z's Mrs to the left to the left
There's bare things that I still can't forget
And when I get older I wanna be the best
I have mad dreams where I fall out my bed
I guess that I learnt from the things that you said
It's weird that I earn from the things in my head
I think that we go somewhere in the end
I hope that I go somewhere when it ends
Get me
I don't know why
I can see things but I can't show why
I don't wanna do it when it comes to show time
Said I would stop I can't I'm so high
I do the things I want to do
It could've been you
It could've been you
It could've been you
I think that all the things that you done
I done
When I make decisions I don't make the right one
I wanna know the angle I live my life from
Right angle or the wrong one that I decide on
Don't wanna beat myself up
I need help up
When people think they're helping I feel held up
Yeah it's hard but, I can change
I turn my phone light off 'cause you light the way
Guess what I'm tryna say is this
I write down my goals and I put em in a list
If I don't reach my goal then I do get pissed
I shouldn't do
Maybe that's the thing I should switch
On over drive
But I don't drive for shit
Can't live in the past I don't think
That I owe you
Hope one day I can show you
Even if you think I don't know you
It could've been
It should've been
If you'd of worked harder then it would've been
I know the hood has been good to a couple man
Trying to make a couple grand
Lie like I couldn't sin
I, I don't remember when I couldn't swim
I had my eyes on the deep when they pushed me in
I've been trying to stay a float on this crooked whim
They lie, I'm on the outside looking in
But no ones looking out
And it's been filling me with ****ing doubt
Trying to keep the spirit in my mother's house
Trust, the pressures always in my ****ing mouth
I write the words down but yo I can't say em loud
Am I lying am I bluffing now
Is it enough to simply make your mother proud
I miss Andre 3, 000 what they say he's foul
Probably just another verse never coming out
I don't know why
I can see things but I can't show why
I don't wanna do it when it comes to show time
Said I would stop I can't I'm so high
I do the things I want to do
It could've been you (could've been)
It could've been you (It should've been)
It could've been you (It would've been)