Despise Me

I want your eyes
给我你的双眼
On a silver plate
把它放在银色的盘子上
And your lungs
给我你的肺
Don't hesitate to breathe
不必犹豫，大口畅快呼吸吧
I will absorb you
我会将你同化
Watch the bugs as they swarm you
凝望着虫子蜂拥而至
I only adore you
我只凝望你
I will absorb you
我会将你同化
Despise me, despise me
我真卑鄙啊，蔑视我吧
Despise me, despise me
我真卑鄙啊，蔑视我吧
Just a tip from the dead sequioa tree
只是枯死的红杉树的一个提示
I'm sorry
我很抱歉
I think so violently
我想得太激烈了
Our lips met and it felt like a snake bite
我们唇齿相抵，感觉就像毒蛇在嘴上咬了一口
I wonder if you miss me late alone in the nighttime
你在深夜独处时是否会想我
The earth rotates and your love runs past me
地球自转，你的爱从我身边飞过
You threw my heart away, I’ll pick it up if you ask me
你丢弃了我的真心，不过没关系，如果你想要你会再得到它的
Now I’m falling falling
现在我只是不断坠落，坠落
But I’m never calling
我从不寻求帮助
Even though I want to
就算我很想这么做
You were my home to run to
你是我唯一的归宿
But this home is broken
可惜归宿已然破损
God, wish I could focus
天啊，我希望我能集中一下注意力
Memories we share now embers burned above us in the air
我们共同的记忆化成灰烬燃烧在我们上空
Turned to a mockery
如今变成了嘲弄
What do you want from me?
你到底想从我这得到什么？
Body on top of me
压在我身上
Can you get off of me
能请你下去吗
Hate your reflection like I hate myself
厌恶你的倒影就像我恨我自己
And I hate my reflection I wish I was somebody else
而我也讨厌自己的倒影，真希望我不是我自己
You look at me like I'm something you need
你注视着我就像我是你所需要的一样
I think that you're into making me bleed
我觉得你只是想让我受伤罢了
I see bones, I see daggers all pointed at me
我看到骨头，我看到匕首都指向我
Feel the pain while you torturing
你折磨我时我感受到了痛楚
Gouge out my dreams
挖空我的梦想
I don't get intimate
你知晓我的一切
Vibe getting sinister
不详的预感弥漫
I run away like a cold-hearted criminal
我像个铁石心肠的罪犯一样逃走了
All these subliminals go to my conscience
所有的这些潜意识出自于我的良知
I'm falling deeper is this what you wanted?
我坠入深渊，这就是你想要的吗？
(Yes)
（没错）
Is this what you wanted?
这就是你想要的吗？
Memories haunt me
回忆萦绕于我的脑际
That's why I'm cautious
这就是我为何小心翼翼
I let my gaurd down
我放下警惕
You took advantage
而你只会从中掠夺好处
Evil inside you I don't understand it
就像恶魔住在了你的身体里，我无法接受
Despise me, despise me
恨我吧，蔑视我吧
Despise me, despise me
恨我吧，蔑视我吧
Just a tip from the dead sequioa tree
只是枯死的红杉树的一个小小的提示
I'm sorry
我很抱歉
I think so violently
是我太过偏激了
Despise me
我真卑鄙啊