Spacey

Rollin' over
辗转反侧
Toss and turn in my king size bed
在我的特大号床上难以入眠
Think I'm too big for my britches gettin king sized yeah
我体格巨大，最大尺码的帅气裤子都快难以容纳
I'm closing doors when the phantom peeks
幽灵在暗处瞧我时，我正要关门
But what the phantom don't see
我想它什么也没瞧见
Is that i already locked em
我已经关好门了吗
Dead bolted, that ain't closed yet, I ain't disregard em
想要锁死门阀，但我留了一点缝隙，因为我不能无视它们
I'm head focused, deep down I know they help me solve em
我内心深处十分清楚，它们总能帮我解决一些难题
Ay, I kinda like it when the phantom peeks
额，它们偷窥我时，我甚至有些窃喜
Glistened mirror images of what we are's and who we be's
镜面闪烁光芒，会让人看清自我，以及心中所望
And I don't think I'm bad for that, bad for that
我认为我没有什么过错
I lived my whole damn life on ice
我这一生，截至于此，如履薄冰
And I ain't goin' back to that, back to that
我亦知道我将难以回头
I'm alright now
但我如今，守的云开
Feeling over my crown
已见月明
One two step left right, I'ma shine now
我乘着潇洒，轻快前行，如今的我已宛若新生
Momma said I'm hype now
老妈总说我太过夸张
Yo girl said I'm tight now
女孩又说我不太释放
And that's cool, that's cool
我自诩这很酷啊
But i was who i found
但如今的我，已是我心中所想，心之所向
You saw something I never saw in me
你是多么幸运，看到了我未曾示人的模样
Made the remark that all you hide is all you must set free
以神之名写下这句：“所有人内心的隐藏都终将释放”
I wrote you letters but I scrapped them
我本来有信送你，但我最终将其扔掉
Wrote you songs but couldn't capture
为你写歌，但整体太过扑朔
All the things that really mattered
与我而言
Mattered too much to me
所有事情都极其重要
And I'm not saying I regret a thing just feel a little lost
我并不是说我对一件事感到后悔，只是觉得有点失落
I mean I know that I've been moving just don't know if it's enough
我知道，我一直通过搬家排解忧愁，只是不知道这是否足够
I’m not the one I'd like to be oh no but I see someone else
我原来不是镜中的我，嘿，我又看到了那个new me
Yeah through the city lights and foggy nights I'm moving towards myself
穿过城市的霞光和雾气蒙蒙的夜色，我朝那个我走去
And I could be all on my own and watch the world go by
我可以独自看尽这世间，唱一出繁华盛世
'Cause the view from afar is such pretty sight
只因这远处的风景，令人心驰
But if you get close then I am sure you’ll find
只要你愿前往，用心贴近
It’s only the beginning
这只是个开始
Yeah it's always the beginning it’s true
美丽的开始，无论何时