Letter To God

Dear God,
亲爱的上帝
I'm writing this letter to you
我正在给你写信呢
Cause i don't have a clue
因为我现在没什么线索
Can you help me
你能帮帮我吗？
I'm sitting here, simply trying to figure out
我坐在这里，只是想弄清楚
What my life's all about
关于我生活的一切
Can you tell me?
请你告诉我吧
I never wanted to be
我从来都不想成为
the person you see
你眼前的这种人啊
Can you tell me who i am?
告诉我，我到底是谁？
I always wanted to die
我总是渴望着死亡
But you kept me alive
但你让我活下来了
Can you tell me who i am
告诉我，我到底是谁？
I lie awake conducting this symphony
我躺在那里指挥着交响乐
That you have gifted to me
这是你对我的恩典
But i can't ever sleep
但我无法入睡
Don't be mad
请不要生气
But i get weak inside
但我内心变得软弱
And i start to fall apart
我开始分崩离析
cause i feel nothing
因为我什么都感受不到了
I never wanted to be some kind of comic relief
我从来都不想沦为笑柄啊
Please show me who i am
求你了，请告诉我，我到底是谁
I've been tortured and scorned
我被折磨，被蔑视
Since the day that i was born
从我出生那天起就开始忍受
But i don't know who i am
我不知道我是谁
And i thank You, man, for everything
我感谢你做的一切，伙计
Sorry, i'm so frightened about all of this
抱歉，我对这一切都感到害怕
But i wish i could give You more
但我希望我能给你更多
And all the lights are shining down on me
所有的灯光都照在我身上
And i feel intimated by it all
也许这是一种暗示
I never wanted to be
我从来都不想成为
the person you see
你眼前的这种人啊
But thank you
但是无论如何，谢谢你
Oh God, please tell me now
上帝，请你告诉我吧
Are you disappointed, are you proud?
你很失望吗？你很自豪吗？
Haven't i done everything, everything?
难道我还不够努力吗？
I'm so sorry i'm so weak and
我很抱歉，我现在太虚弱了
And i turned into a freak
我成了一个怪胎
But i don't know anything, anything
但我什么都不知道啊
I've lost all self esteem by a billion, everything
我对所有事情都失去了自尊心啊
And i feel nothing, nothing
我什么都感觉不到了
Oh God, please tell me now
上帝，请你告诉我吧
Oh God, please tell me now 'cause
上帝，请你告诉我吧
Cuz i feel nothing
因为我什么都感觉不到了
Dear God,
亲爱的上帝
I'm writing this letter to you
我正在给你写信呢
I am coming unglued, please help me
我快要疯了，求你帮帮我