Selfish

Mmmmm, yeah
How do I not know that I am first?
I put all much effort into everyone
Except the one who hurts
Aim to please I got what you need
Don't reject me I need validated worth(validated worth)
Spread me thin love to see you win
Pray to God for the better or the worst
And I know I know I know I know
I care about everybody else
I should make some time baby
I need to make time for myself
I know I know I know I know
I worry about everybody else
I should make some time baby
I need to make time for myself
Momma on my phone like
Boy you need to focus on your health
Focus on your health, man
Work out proper, eat more veggies
Drink more water tomorrows not promised for yourself
Promised for yourself, man
I'm distracted this the last time I'm relapsing
Earth & happy potions oh how swell
Potions oh how swell that
Now what you up to oh not much ****
Let's cut loose match in heaven fires set in hell
And I know I know I know I know
I care about everybody else
I should make some time baby
I need to make time for myself
I know I know I know I know
I worry about everybody else
I should make some time baby
I need to make time for myself
Time
All in due time
I am like in God design
I put my heart on the line
No, I'm not the worrying kind
But I can not hurry what's mine
My daddy made dishes & sent me well wishes
Black chicken rice curry & thyme
Money don't matter my way
Mentals been lathered in rage
Compartmentalizing my judgement
On others elitist when asked of my day
They are not better than I
But am I much better than self?
What's better than you as you are?
What's better than truth in yo heart?
I pull up where ***** can't see me
I need some space to move freely
Just incase ****** go postal
**** out my way I don't know you
This is not twitter ***** do not be confused
By the result of them protools
Let's keep it civil & noble
Gentrification & Whole Foods
I wanna be more than expected
I'm talking well & respected
I'm talking vanity levels that might
Make devil look back with obsession
God got lock on my heart
Lucy clench on my flesh
You give him the will to seek out on free thrills
Add a conscience & what you expect
And I know I know I know I know
I care about everybody else
I need to make time for myself