Messed Up On Christmas

It's the first day I'm home
And the second I pulled in my driveway
I know that there's three little words that I want you to hear
But I back out each winter each year
It's the fourth day I'm home
And I've walked past your house at least five times, I know
That there's only six seconds till you see my reflection
In your window alone, out in the cold
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You're leaving in January
Dreaming of life past merry
Holiday moments, the ones that I've chosen
To hold to my heart
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I'll make our last memory, one I won't remember
Get messed up on Christmas till the end of December
I think that's much better
To forget it forever
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There's seven wonders of your mind
And eight times that I've wanted to try
To tell you you bring me up to cloud nine
But I don't wanna fly without you by my side
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You're leaving in January
Dreaming of life past merry
Holiday moments, the ones that I've chosen
To hold to my heart
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I'll make our last memory, one I won't remember
Get messed up on Christmas till the end of December
I think that's much better
To forget it forever
My fairytale ending gets lower and lower
The twelve days of Christmas won't end very sober
I hate that I love you
And I don't know if you do too
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It's the tenth day I'm home
And there's only eleven more minutes before
You get on your flight at twelve, don't want nobody else
I wanna say that but I know that I won't