Doubts Even Here (2015 Remaster)

Those steps which seem to take a lifetime
When eyes just turn and stare
The day begins, collapsing without warning
You fade from sight, there's nothing there
Oh don't go out, the halls are unsedated
The questions are on your side
Deeply moved, beyond all consolation
You felt the pulse, now turn and cry
In my mind, thoughts are becoming clearer
I'm watching every move you make
Counting time spent in observation
A single blow a false mistake
Can you read to me
All that I need to know now(the close went down to timesToo, too much behind us)
Then please don't turn away,
Why can't
I talk to you now?(the number of forgotten yearsWhere my honor isn't deepestGrows the deepest feeling and itGrieved for safety and despair)
There's nowhere left to go
Where is this taking her and how?(the torish threats forevermoreOver our natural favorAnd us and he's and I'll fallFar in it, and it sees enoughIn our failures and it's not time.)
There's nothing more
I wantTo know beyond your trust now(I missed his promised time againFor my friend)
Don't throw our joy away
Why must you just you leave now?(has God forgotten to approach us?Has he rememberd to not despise us? )
Memories are all that's left
I need you near to me now(there, now, now, don't come to mind my deedsAnd call out in defiance of times gone by)