Mess up(抱憾）

909 IN DA HOUSE
I feel so sorry and I lost my mind
遗憾让我失去了自我
I try to redeem the result I did
我尝试去挽救我造成的后果
I lost anything and that should be my world
但还是失去了那些本该属于我的
Trapping in fire Locked in the door
陷入火海被黑暗图吞噬
All the trouble around me
麻烦围绕着我
All bad thing **** with me
痛苦折磨着我
I don’t wanna see that bad thing cause they can kill my vibe
想要逃避现实因为现实会摧毁我
I feel so sorry and I lost my mind
遗憾让我失去了自我
I try to save me but I know it's a bullshit
想要自我救赎但都是徒劳
Yeah we should to be belong to each other
我们本来应该在一起的
But I didn’t do it I’m a liar
但我撒谎了没有做到
I still remember the feel of your hair
我还能记得抚摸你头发的感觉
I’m tired on my life
我真的太累了
baby 全部都是因为你我写下这首melody
曾经躺在我怀里我把你当作我唯一
当我意识到已失去我也不愿意去再回忆
回过头来没有你所以我选择了去逃避
I trapping I trapping 我陷入这段感情
I begging I begging 我祈求得到回应
I give her everything She took my heart and left me lonely
我给了她一切 她带走了我的心徒留我一人寂寞 from SAD!—XXXTENTACION
I feel so sorry and I lost my mind
遗憾让我失去了自我
I try to redeem the result I did
我尝试去挽救我造成的后果
I lost anything and that should be my world
但还是失去了那些本该属于我的
Trapping in fire Locked in the door
陷入火海被黑暗图吞噬
All the trouble around me
麻烦围绕着我
All bad thing **** with me
痛苦折磨着我
I don’t wanna see that bad thing cause they can kill my vibe
想要逃避现实因为现实会摧毁我
I feel so sorry and I lost my mind
遗憾让我失去了自我
I try to save me but I know it's a bullshit
想要自我救赎但都是徒劳
Yo Sorry make a mess again oh my bro bro
抱歉我又把事情搞砸了
混了好久可我还没当上idol
老大不小做错还在找理由 talk talk
没有用 逃避开始我fun stone wow（玩到麻木）
精湛的演技我生活中建立
我戴上面具nobody saved me
表面很华丽其实很压抑
心情像是外面下暴雨
Like zombie（行尸走肉） 只是个废品
搞砸了自己 Why u need
Why u lonely why u say
没事就笑笑why u pain
天天都疲惫 在往下掉渐渐
像909GANG GANG 别在买醉
下午 酒醒 水里的 愁容 愁影
不像我那么 恭喜 我对自己失望 透顶
I feel so sorry and I lost my mind
遗憾让我失去了自我
I try to redeem the result I did
我尝试去挽救我造成的后果
I lost anything and that should be my world
但还是失去了那些本该属于我的
Trapping in fire Locked in the door
陷入火海被黑暗图吞噬
All the trouble around me
麻烦围绕着我
All bad thing **** with me
痛苦折磨着我
I don’t wanna see that bad thing cause they can kill my vibe
想要逃避现实因为现实会摧毁我
I feel so sorry and I lost my mind
遗憾让我失去了自我
I try to save me but I know it's a bullshit
想要自我救赎但都是徒劳