in silence

Now everything i do just reminds me of you
如今我无论做什么都会想起你
I dont want you to see this
我不想让你知道这一点
Maybe i miss you too much
或许是太过于想念你
I scream in my sleep
我在梦里都尖声惊叫
Do you hear me
你听见了吗
Or am i not screaming enough
若是没有 一定是我叫的不够
Id give anything just to hear your heart beat and bring you back to life
若能再次听见你的心跳 让你复活 我愿付出我的所有啊
You have a grandson
你的那个孙子
He look just like you
他看起来好像你
I tell him all the time
我总是这么告诉他
I was 17 i lost you in silence
那是我十七岁时 在骇人沉默中永远失去了你
Tried to hide all my pain with violence
试着把疼痛隐藏在暴戾之后
Traded all of my scars for tattoos
将累累伤痕换成刺青
Now everything i do just reminds me of you
如今我无论做什么都会想起你
I was 17 i lost you in silence
那是我十七岁时 在骇人沉默中永远失去了你
Tried to hide all my pain with violence
试着把疼痛隐藏在暴戾之后
Traded all of my scars for tattoos
将累累伤痕换成刺青
Now everything i do just reminds me of you
如今我无论做什么都会想起你
I know your just testing me
我知道这只是你对我的考验吧
I miss the way you would sit right next to me
我发疯地想念你紧挨我而坐的感觉
And make up stories
编绘着各种故事
To pass the time
来消磨时光
I guess this is how it's supposed to be
我猜这就是应有的样子
Blood shot eyes keep me company
充血的眼睛陪伴着我
I want out
我有时会想要
Of my head sometimes.
神志不清一会
I was 17 i lost you in silence
那是我十七岁时 在骇人沉默中永远失去了你
Tried to hide all my pain with violence
试着把疼痛隐藏在暴戾之后
Traded all of my scars for tattoos
将累累伤痕换成刺青
Now everything i do just reminds me of you
可如今我无论做什么都会发疯般地 想起你