I Dont Wanna Die

Gloomy days got my head twisted
Mystic visions of a razor blade
Cut my blunt with precision
Stuff it till its bustin
Sippin on some Tussin
Imagine it, gothic hustlin
Men tusslin, women fussin
And they babies in the corner cryin
Young ******z bang and they aint afraid of dyin
Pistol keepers, mobile phones and beepers
Cars and hoes, and plenty dust for the geekers
Me, Im a break beater, microphone eater
****** leader, sizzlin like a fajita
But its so hard for me to stay out the streets
Behind tint blowin cheap, ****** with freaks
What kinda role model, Ima be?
Dont get it twisted
Gifted, linguistic graphic and realistic
God, deliver me from harm and arm me with
Sense enough to know when to quit
I dont wanna die, I dont wanna die
(Lord, forgive me for the anger that I feel today)
I dont wanna die, I dont wanna die
Thinkin about what my eyes witnessed
Thinkin about what my kids gon see
When they get grown and independent
What you doin baby?
18, strippin daily
A small ass apar******ent, tryin to flip a Mercedes
I dont knock *******t, unless you a fiend
Tryin to hock *******t, protectin myself
I gotta grab the gock and pop *******t
I guess thats the problem with the world today
(What?)
Black, white, Asian, so many people think this way
****** with me and Ill shoot ya
We live in, what used to be the space age, future
To acid droppin hippies, now they run the country
Drug smugglin with my tax money
Bomb makers, nuclear, death creators
White power, skin head, Jew and ****** haters
All of this, plus I gotta watch the ****** next door
What you think I pray for, man
I dont wanna die, I dont wanna die
(Lord, forgive me for the anger that I feel today)
I dont wanna die, I dont wanna die
Life aint nothin but preparation for the angels
And the demons that we all gon face when
The soul and the body separate, thats death
Nothin left but darkness, after your last breath
Well, all of that *******t is in the past enjoy it
While you got it, cause you cant take it with your ass
Where Im from, any day can be your last
Thats why them thug ******z live life hard and fast
Slowdown and find yourself surrounded by the lowdown
Unaware, a showdowns about to go down
Why we gotta clown instead of bein kinfolks
Why do white folks, think all we know is sellin ****?
Some cant cope and got out hangin from a rope
Slit wrists, found shakin from an overdose
Tupac and Biggie got they life snatched away
Nobody knows when they gotta go, mayne
I dont wanna die, I dont wanna die
(Lord, forgive me for the anger that I feel today)
I dont wanna die, I dont wanna die
Thats all baby, you never know when you gotta go
Deaths around the corner, youre nobody
Till somebody kills you but I dont wanna die
I dont wanna die, hey, I dont wanna die
Can you hear me? I dont wanna die
I dont wanna die, I dont wanna die
Die
Die
Die
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