as the leaves turn red

[Verse 1]
All the words I couldn't say
Emotions die when you are near
This world I keep inside my head
A kiss goodbye to blur the line
A gaping wound that never heals
An open void inside my heart
I wish that I could disappear
I'll close my eyes and face the fears
Silently
[Chorus]
If I close my eyes tonight
Would I disappear?
When I'm by myself again
Will you disappear?
[Bridge]
So many things I know nothing about
Trying my best to make amends
I see your eyes and my heart fills with doubt
Oh, did I even know you at all?
[Verse 2]
Your shadow on my skin
A feeling from within
My heart will die again
Don't leavе here alone
Oh, you will nеver know
Why I couldn't go
This feeling I can't show
Why can't I let you go
[Chorus]
If I close my eyes tonight
Would I disappear?
When I'm by myself again
Will you disappear?
I'll close my eyes tonight
As the leaves turn red
I'll close my eyes tonight
And I'd rather be dead
[Outro]
I'd rather be dead
I'd rather be dead